To Put A Piece Of Yourself Out There....

These moments...

When I’m neck deep in pain..

& involuntary tears flow...

When I’m sinking, breathless to no end!

With Inflamed eyes...

Like A Thousand Needles poke...

Yet I’ve Found Myself;

In this Silence Where Love grows...

In The Arms of My Beloved...

“As He Carries me & Coco...”

I’ve Realised...

Many A Garments of body

I’ve Changed!

Yet Unchanging His Love Alone Is!

As he came to me on four-paws

To Mother & Help Soar My Spirit!

This Pain has brought me this awareness

That He’s mine & I’m his...

In Gratitude, In Peace & Bliss!!

Coco & I sail through these storms

But, Holding on to His Lotus Feet!

Like The Eye of the Storm...

Like The Calm in Chaos...

These moments of deep anguish pains

Have made me Realise!

That Amidst All Uncertainties...

“I’m Certain”;

He’ll Never Leave My Side...

“I’m Certain”;

That all that melts through pain

Is me in “I”

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My mind has melted through this pain & now there’s Only Love As Coco As Him!

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My moments of transformation have come from this Truth of pain, where coincidentally Atul has been travelling, working for months & its just Coco & I, where a deep shift takes place & I’m Aware of His Presence as My Sole Rescue & Grace!

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To Put A Piece of yourself out there...through such deep pains, is to open thy wounds & yet through it all, let His Love Alone Flow

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( Sometimes it seems cool to use words as Brain-fog & terms eloquently phrased & robbed off dictionaries....unless

One experiences what it is to drain & feel that one has no strength

To move even an inch...

I’ve spent many a moments of such deep agonising pains with coco,

Where he’s waited patiently, even way pass his dinner time,

Knowing I’m at my lowest, sinking & have no strength to do anything...

I guess sometimes, such Patient Love, such presence that someone besides knows,

What you’re going through, no words can ever fill that fathomless downfall...

Yet! What gives us all meaning through such pains, is Love!

Maybe I share about my journey through pain...

But in the end, it’s only a story of Unconditional Love!)

#heart2heart #therapydogs #emotionalcomfortdogs

Collage & painting

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©️ Meghna/2021