To Those Puppy Brows & Eyes That Glisten In Love!
- megloke76
- Dec 9, 2020
- 2 min read
Through this pain...
What I’m made aware of...
Is Gratitude;
For every single second of
My Beloveds Kiss...
& the Touch of his arms
That I’m cradled in!
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The puppy brows & the eyes that glisten with such compassion...As winning & panting escalates...to my sinking breathlessness...What is Pain to Coco...To See his mama slip into a space, where light flickers, as darkness seems to take away breaths, What is Pain to Coco...As mama walks draining with life-force, inflamed nerves, burning like lamp post...What is Pain to Coco, when he sees me slip on bed & fall...unable to breathe as she sinks & a tear involuntarily falls...What is Pain to Coco, but to see himself in his mom, to turn all her downfalls into a victory, so that one more...Yes one more day, on his compassionate gaze, she’ll be able to go on.
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Somehow through my most terrible sinking pain, it’s always Coco & the presence of grace of my Beloved Sai that’s there. My beloved told me today morning, as these last couple of days Ive been sinking through flares, that
“The Self Never Abandons!” & how true it is, for I truly am a lucky gal, to have such Grace & love of my beloved Sai & coco sail me through. After today’s morning walk I just collapsed on bed, these trigger points flares usually last for weeks even months, while Ive been attending to my duties with pain that no words can speak. While Atul is caught in a family emergency as his dad had a fall & had to be hospitalised.
Yet I n the midst of all dramas of life, I’ve come to realise, I’m never alone, love has always rescued & strengthened me. Coco was aware of the situation & there was such restless concern in him as he kept looking into my eyes & crying.
how are dogs so one with you & aware of the subtlest of changes in your body.
& in that moment through all that sinking, icy beloved dawned on me this realisation; that I’m not this failing body & to be aware of his compassionate gaze that never ever once lets me out of His Sight.
over the years I've come to understand that even though I speak of my journey through pain, all I am here, is share & Be this Love.
Sometimes through greatest pains, A Shift takes place, where there’s only Gratitude & Love!
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©️Meghna/2020
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