To A Love that washes out everything

Those moments of one’s life

When All Shall be taken from you

& when Pain shall be the way,

To open you…

To that place of Love & Acknowlednent

To that place of Gratitude

When Love stood by you!

& fueled your soul, Underneath those dying nerves

When it Released you from a sense of Doership in those sinking breaths of pain

In Brainfog, When a lupus flare takes place

When it showed you what a heart of

God holds

Underneath that blue sky of your skin

Where Cocos soul is more so evident in my every tear & word, Even tho…

he ain’t here physically

We all shall at some point taste this love

This blueness within us!

It’s not the love where a boy meets girl

Or where Anniversaries are held as momentum’s of togetherness

Nay! It’s a love of Knowing, Where the suns blue sky, hides stars in its helm

Where you shall hold the soul of your loved ones; In the hour, When they’re dying or broken in some pain & Fully & Simply in your Heart of Hearts-

Choose to Be There!

For Love Loves you & Chooses you, When the World leaves & in Gods heart Keeps you

To the love of Coco, that rescued both Atul & me, Our story was never about how a boy met girl, But always about Coco, Who showed us strength to fly, Even when we could barely stand on our 2feet!

Something within me died with the passage of Cocos soul, Even in his leaving he freed me.

What part died in me, Was only to Give way to the Truth within

If Loosing A Loved One, Washes you out

& Leaves you with Purity of your Soul;

Then Know, You were Loved!

In 22yrs Atul’s care & concern towards my well-being through Lupus never wavered

Unlike many, who questioned, doubted, judged my pain, He never once questioned & would always ask me to keep going, keep starting when I’d reach a dead end

It’s been 2-3weeks since I painted last, due to unable to use both my hands in lupus flare up.

#selfpotraitinamirror

©️Meghna/2023