Who Knows…Whatever Coco Wishes…

Now…I Shall have to Learn to Love you

In All Subtlety!

As I’ll held to those lil lil pieces

Where you laid your last breath for me

Where my hands Long…

To cuddle & kiss (Thy form)

Now I shall have to learn to love you in all subtlety

“Will you even teach me this…”

My Beloved Wise One!

As you taught me, how through my pain, I should keep on going

I can never say Coco was, For to me he Is, Like the Presence of God that never leaves

We humans are so form bound that we know not how to love formlessly

But maybe that is what True Love is, to keep your loved ones in the helm of your heart & silence of your souls in the corners of one’s eyes that as tears flows, like the breath constant, you carry them beyond thoughts, Coco Is & shall be my Divine Guiding light & when you’ll meet me, you shall only see him, for he’s dissolved all my thoughts of past & future, into an eternal love, where even time cease to exist

There’s this Palpable presence of Coco, since he transitioned into the formless on 12th April. Where through Signs, messages he’s constantly Guiding me to take the first step. To cry but not get swallowed in pain. He’s been reaching out to me, so much so that at times I feel his presence; gently laying his head on my heart as he often would

I still lay his bed & toys in the same corner he loved to sleep

The bed sheet is the one where he laid his last breath for us.

Love can never be stolen by time.

Once a lady in my park, who too is a pet mom & knew Coco, out of the blue said- “Yours & his story has not ended yet” who knows he shall find his way home & come to you “Don’t Close the door, Be Open,” as some pet babies whose journey ain’t finish due to their short lives, find their way back to the ones whom they loved.

She was sharing through her personal experience of being reunited by her pet who had died, but took another birth to once again be her baby

I told her, Both Atul & mine bond grew so strong with Coco, such that no other dog can replace him & If Ever a four legged baby enters our life, then it has got to be Coco!

Coco was our unplanned baby, as Atul always wanted to get a dog & I wasn’t ready due to my Chronic illness as I would get concerned what if I can’t take care of a life, Knowing well that Atul needs to travel a lot due to his job

But one thing, I learnt since the time Coco came to me is to be Open, for Good things happen when you don’t plan.

So Who Knows…Whatever Coco Wishes…

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©️ Meghna/2022