16th January 2026 Early morning message- While I’m still awake, After yesterday evenings Vision, Where he’s saying I stand by you like A Rock. Don’t worry… I woke up & Realise, Swami didn’t yet answer the health prognosis through dream or some other way… & in my heart I felt- I’ll go to Parthi & Shirdi, in imagination & offer this work at his lotus feet, & leave it to that. But for some reason- I just couldn’t Imagine Nor Visualise myself in Parthi & Shirdi. Every time i’d sh

3rd January 2026 In this world, Where Everything Fades… I’ve Given it All to you- My Beloved! “This Heart Of Gold & its Songs of Pain”, Now there’s Nothing more left to Offer thee, “But This Heart Of Love”; That But you gave; “As A Sign of Thy Grace!” to me. 6.09am Truly, There’s Nothing more left to Ask of thee, For what you’ve given is Enough for my Soul & me 6.30am As Revelation of Truth dawned- that even if he may promise, “I’ll come tomorrow…” & then Fulfil it naught- I

(Since the site was constantly freezing, I get a notification that the post is too long, Divide your Content in several posts. So I’ll be sharing these in 2 parts now) 22nd December 2025 On basis of Swamis guidance, I started uploading the text & images by 18th December & it took me 5days as of today to finish uploading this work- which normally would have taken a couple of hours to finish. But I get it, it’s because Swami was going to give all these signs & teachings, the w

Heart Of God- For our Beloved Swami, From Our Beloved Swami!!! 30th November 2025 “Ask & it Shall be Given”, That’s what Sai spoke from within my heart, & today I’ve asked him to break his Silence regarding this excruciating pain, that came upon me almost 2 decades ago. Which i have been bearing, with my hearts grace  & the love that both you & Coco (Coco, was our Labrador retriever baby- he was a therapy dog & helped many people in their pain, but mainly his presence was a b

Once again His Love vast & deep as the Ocean encompasses me, His Love Pierces the many layers of mind- Right within to Ignite that Hope the seems to be dwindling in life’s pain. When you feel most broken- most tired & life has brought you to a place- Where it seems Everything is Finished- “Just sit beside holding on to his feet”. That’s what i did, i just slept holding on to his feet. Just being there- Where i Need Nothing! Holding on to him! And maybe every single soul in th

But by Thy Grace Alone; Thou make this Heart Beat… & to it’s Need Alone; Must Thou Heed! Come because… “My Heart-calls”; & Thou can No Longer- “unheard - leave!” Come for this Hearts calling was born after years & years of Being Crushed under life’s pain; Only to Realise this crushing too were A Gift; For Now it’s Only Longing is thee!!! Come Beloved; Come… For other than this longing Nothing is mine- Not even this Heart; for that too is Thy Grace that makes me Breathe! Come…

In Thy Heart i Reside; Through thy Silence i sing, you’re the love born from me- My Beloved this Awareness itself is the most Supremest of Gifts; This Awareness that you no longer are that “you”; Who’s confined within a Cloud of Mind- thoughts & body. “This Awareness that I Reside As & Within Each!” Gods love is simple the mind cannot grasp it- Mind is constantly looking out for miracles to fulfil its Desires… While all along God Breathes - As Awareness Presence & Love within

It’s Only when you Give; But your Giving is from A Selfless Heart! Where it does Not Already Measure its Returns… Can my Grace Envelope you in A Blanket of A Thousand Stars; Where you meet with A Heart of God. For only the selfless givings; Who know naught they’ve Given…Truly see in their face- The Face of God!!! 3.17am 13/11/25 For these two feet, Only are my sole refugee…they are my hearts-dwelling place. I hold on to them- as my breath. These two oars are all that i need

I’m at a place in my heart- Where I’m Happy!!! My Happiness comes from the fact that Coco came in our lives & he healed me from lifetimes of pain. Not just this bodily pain… But lifetimes of pain. I no longer seek this happiness outside of me. It’s Not whether i can travel or Not travel. Walk or Not walk, Speak or Not speak in the confines of this pain I’m Happy because Coco loved me & he took away a large part in me that didn’t allow me to be fulfilled. Even with his passing

If only i can find Simplicity in all of life’s chaos; like that lil piece of butter that melts & makes the stale bread soft; that song that lays buried like the spring waiting for winter to pass; that light that artists paint that quivers & helps Breathe their shadows dark. That child that grows in body; yet has not learnt to bargain it’s soul, that simplicity that lets you Be; when there are No question left to ask- Nor Answers needed to be answered! Life is simple- it’s thi